What an awful time i am having with this pregnancy! I cannot describe how horrid i feel, although i am sure there are many women who can understand this.
Last week it got so bad that hubby took me to hospital and they admitted me. They pumped me with fluids, vitamins and anti sickness drugs. Hamdulillah it worked and it did make me feel a bit better. I am now taking quite alot of tablets to help keep the sickness away, although i am still being sick everyday, it is much less than before. If only the tablests would take the Feeling sick away! But we can't have everything eh?!
I must admit and was feeling a bit ashamed of this at first, but i hate being pregnant so far. I am numb to it all and feel no excitement. I never ever thought that this is how i would feel. I am sure that i will feel very differently once insha'allah this sickness passes, or when i hold my baby in my arms.
I have also stopped studying Islam as i cannot concentrate on anything and just feel nothing. Is'nt this so awful? Friends keep telling me to stop worrying, things will return to normal.... Insha'allah!
There is my moan, sorry for boring you :(
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sorry to hear this :( insha'allah it will pass but i know that people telling you this doesnt help one little bit :( have you got a quran cd? maybe try lying down and playing it, then you are sort of learning and calming yourself at the same time :P maybe would be a good time to learn about all the things to do with newborns in islam. Ironic as if u convert u would be like a newborn too alhamdulillah :P take care.
Oh Sonya.... hugs! I know how it is and yes it really is horrible so don't feel ashamed or like you are moaning.
Have you heard the saying that 'Paradise lies at the feet of the mothers'? Now maybe you will understand better the reason why! Mothers go through a LOT! The sickness of pregnancy, the pain of childbirth, the sleepless nights, the helplessness when your child is sick, the sadness when your child starts school... perhaps a little emptiness when your child finally flies the nest.
Insha'Allah the nausea and sickness will pass soon and you can enjoy the remainder of your pregnancy.
Love n hugs. xxx
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